Forgiveness, tolerance, and all out watching and being vigilant without being in survival mode. Taking it easier. I wrote this poem about the inner parts that speak under the roof of one house. Ease to us all. Tolerance!
Internal Familiar Systems:
Kissing your light side
watching your dark
our dark parts want to make amends
I don’t want them two as friends
cause this is my girl
and he says this is my mens
mens denoting more than one within one
parts/scattered/ with all that inner chatter
what do I mean?
like he wants to be sweet
and he wants to be an ass
this one is OCD neat
and this one’s just an ass
so when we meet
my interpersonal connections and communications are on levels
can’t skirt it
the mammalian and reptilian say
This one’s alright and this is an aching civilian
the internal familiar system is watchin’
and I’m telling you, you will get tired of boxin’
thinking, maybe we just don’t get along
it’s much deeper than that
cause you got parts that are cool
and though you may hide it
another that just a brat
could live alone and be totally fine
then all of a sudden,
here comes your inner feline
and you know what cats do
don’t want to listen
but will need some food
(and a cuddle)
oh yeah that’s just about it
the internal familiar system
on the surface and much deeper than that
a whole inner kingdom and queendom speaking out of one mouth
under the roof of one house
is it any surprise one part says she’s so skinny
another says she so fat
one says I’m sure, and another missed that
so in our dealings…
If you can get past this
If we had enough tolerance
and knew this exist
the possibilities are endless
Sabibi Davidson 